READING
After reading a book about on open marriage, found this great read Scenes From an Open Marriage
Nora Goes Off Script – 4.5 stars from me!! Loved this so much! Perfect summer read, enough distraction
The Summer Place – 4.0 stars from me! Again, another perfect summer read!
The Hotel Nantucket – 4.25 stars from me!! This was dreamy. I can’t wait to visit Nantucket one day! This book had it all, even a ghost (yet it was done very well)
Dark Matter – Currently reading. Not my typical genre, but I am SO HAPPY I read this! I am about 75% through and it is like nothing I have ever read, in such a fascinating and great way!!
THINKING
I seriously cannot stand the “Little Miss _____” memes going around the internet. Wow, we are such an impressionable culture!
It is pretty incredible how strong LOVE is. It is established that there are so many different types of love. I find myself always searching or seeking for love, yet it is right here in front of me, within my grasp. Love is forgetting all the hurt and pain and instead only thinking of the fond and pleasant memories. True love , in a time of need, forgets the pain and remembers the joy, I can attest to this. Love is unconditional, I finally get this. I do not care if you hurt me before, I know now it was never intentional (In fact I knew then too). Unconditional love is pulling yourself out of bed each morning even when you really don’t want to get up and face the day. It is the strength to carry on and move forward. It is not allowing the bad times to ever out-rule the good. It is accepting all those weird quirks and habits. It is getting mad and angry and frustrated and then it all dissipating. It is stronger than anything in the world. It is something I have for many people in my life. My mother, my father, my close family and close friends.
I have thought in the past that I am cold and icy. Yet I know its a disguise. I am terrified of being hurt, or being abandoned again , and of feeling hurt and pain. Yet I realize that I can’t have one without the other. In order to feel love and joy, we must feel that anger, unhappiness, sadness and pain. This is what makes love so special. It is bitter sweet, but I know that I would never change a thing about any of the relationships I had or have.
I am not proud of some choices I have made in the past. I am not proud of my avoidance of people, situations and confrontations. But something that feels so good and freeing is finally speaking up and speaking out what I feel inside me. Being clear, communicating. It is terrifying but it is also the time. You are not guaranteed a tomorrow, you and others deserve to know what is on your mind. You and your loved ones also deserve to change their mind, or not.
Love is beautiful. Love is pain. Love is something I never want to be without
I don’t know about you, but I tend to spend time thinking thing through before saying them. Sometimes it is a blessing, sometimes it is a curse. So what does that time allow me? It allows me to think about the other person or persons. I can take their feelings into account. I can ponder and twist around in my brain how it may make them feel. I can figure out ways to present my thoughts without sounding accusatory or hurtful. I can feel empathy for others. I think many times people forget how hurtful words can really be. Sure, it can be argued that it is just they way that person is internalizing it, but still, you never know what someone is going through. The comment about their weight or appearance can be very hurtful. Your genuine suggestions can be taken as they are not doing or being enough. It feels much better being presented with something precisely said (or written) where your feelings can be taken into account. It is time to start communicating and not just barking out orders or opinions. Your next conversation, I encourage you to PAUSE. Think about, or even better, ASK how the person is feeling or internalizing your comment. After all, isn’t that what is truly important?
WANTING
Summer feet – after reading this article, I want to try these foot peel pads 🙂
So sweet and adorable
Loved the book (Made me cry so hard) and would LOVE to see it during its limited time on broadway
Soft and pretty dress
Love, love, LOVEEEEE this couch!!! Ugh, too bad Penny would probably love it just as much
This adorable straw bucket bag! And here is a less expensive dupe!
SHARING
How to show up for your friends – Parents feel like their friends without kids have left them behind and are flaky. Kid-free people feel like their parent friends only want to hang out with other parents and are also flaky. Parents feel like society is incredibly hostile to them; single people feel like society is incredibly hostile to them; partnered people without kids feel like society is incredibly hostile to them. ALL OF THIS IS TRUE
A fascinating read about THE ART OF BEING ALONE – One thing I do not struggle with is my love for being alone. It invigorates me. I crave it. I need it, and yes, my alone time is when I can be creative. I am sorry for YOU , if you do not understand this.
When we face loneliness in our lives, it is not always possible or even appropriate to deal with it by rushing to fill our lives with people. Sometimes we do not have that option; sometimes we’re not in the right space to connect deeply; sometimes we first just need to work through that feeling. One way we can embrace our loneliness is by turning to the art of others who have inhabited that same lonely city, drawing solace and inspiration from their creations. We can use that as inspiration in our own creative pursuits which can help us work through difficult, and lonely, times.
Experiencing grief of losing a parent? This looks like an excellent read (If you have Scribd, it is on there in ebook format)